Juan Sp @DisFluent

Yesterday was my 1st day back to work since last Friday...deliveries were closed due to Hurricane. I worked 13hrs yesterday. Schools are closed til Monday. My sister left this morning to go home to SC...my niece didn't wanna go so it's me, her & fur baby til Monday. #MyWorld

We were without power & internet service for a while...also without cell phone service due to no internet service. Some homes & businesses are still without power. Isaias sounded like a train!!! ⚠️ 😲 🌦 🌂 #HurricaneIsaias #HurricaneSeason2026 #FloridaPanHandle #MyWorld

Juan Sp @DisFluent

2 weeks ago

Our county but not our Zone was issued. We're 25 miles away from the Zones issued...so we are not evacuating. Our next door neighbor was nice enuf to help me and my sister put hurricane fabric over all of the windows this morning...he's our blessing!!! #HurricaneIsaias #MyWorld

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Our county but not our Zone was issued. We're 25 miles away from the Zones issued...so we are not evacuating. Our next door neighbor was nice enuf to help me and my sister put hurricane fabric over all of the windows this morning...he's our blessing!!! #HurricaneIsaias #MyWorld

Juan Sp @DisFluent

2 weeks ago

My county has been issued an evacuation warning for Hurricane Isaias. ⚠️ 😲 🌧 🌦 🌂 #HurricaneIsaias #HurricaneSeason2026 #FloridaPanHandle #MyWorld

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My county has been issued an evacuation warning for Hurricane Isaias. ⚠️ 😲 🌧 🌦 🌂 #HurricaneIsaias #HurricaneSeason2026 #FloridaPanHandle #MyWorld

Well, I'm headed back to Pcola. 5hr drive again! My doctor appt went well I stopped in Riverdale to get a steamed seafood plate from Steven's Fine Food & Seafood Market I used to get this plate on some Thursday's after I left therapy back in 2017...back then they accepted EBT.

Juan Sp @DisFluent

4 weeks ago

Headed to doctor 5hrs away for 12pm EST appt. I made this trip a year ago and the year before. New laws require me to be seen in the office once per year for medication refill...smh. Gonna be a long day!!! #MyWorld

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Headed to doctor 5hrs away for 12pm EST appt. I made this trip a year ago and the year before. New laws require me to be seen in the office once per year for medication refill...smh. Gonna be a long day!!! #MyWorld

Just had bloodwork done at the hospital. The clinic that I go to needs updated bloodwork before I can see the dentist since it's been 2yrs since my last dental appt. I'm abt to start work...physically I'm tired...working outside in the heat is taking a toll. 🔥 🥵 #MyWorld

My mom's birthday is this week I dedicate this song to her...her & my sperm donor...both contributed to my abusing alcohol Yes my mom was present in my life but she sucked as a parent and she still sucks She still insists that she does Not have mental health issues 🤬 #MyWorld

Juan Sp @DisFluent

a month ago

I Had Some Help | Post Malone youtu.be/4QIZE708gJ4?is… "I had some help It ain't like I can make this kinda mess all by myself Don't act like you ain't help me pull that bottle off the shelf They say teamwork makes the dream work Hell, I had some help (help)"

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"Livin' in your big glass house with a view ... You think that you're so innocent After all the shit you did I ain't an angel, you ain't heaven-sent Can't wash our hands of this I had some help" 🍺 🍻 Post Malone | I Had Some Help

Juan Sp @DisFluent

a month ago

I Had Some Help | Post Malone youtu.be/4QIZE708gJ4?is… "I had some help It ain't like I can make this kinda mess all by myself Don't act like you ain't help me pull that bottle off the shelf They say teamwork makes the dream work Hell, I had some help (help)"

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I Had Some Help | Post Malone youtu.be/4QIZE708gJ4?is… "I had some help It ain't like I can make this kinda mess all by myself Don't act like you ain't help me pull that bottle off the shelf They say teamwork makes the dream work Hell, I had some help (help)"

"Did you try to live on your own When you burned down the house and home? Did you stand too close to the fire? ... When it's time to live and let die And you can't get another try Something inside this heart has died You're in ruins" -Green Day | 21 Guns

I worked sooo hard to improve my mental heath and I did. Now my physical health struggles are causing my mental health to fail again. The Universe keeps throwing me lemons and I don't know why. I'm sooo tired! Something wants me to live in a cycle of defeat. #MyWorld #Glimpse

"that you are #trapped in a cycle of suffering that you cannot escape. And in that fear, there is a desperation, a longing for something, anything, to break the monotony, to bring meaning to the endless repetition of days." - Albert Camus, The Fall #Sisyphus #Existential #WhyMe

Juan Sp @DisFluent

2 months ago

"The true horror of existence is not the fear of death, but the fear of life. It is the fear of waking up each day to face the same struggles, the same disappointments, the same pain. It is the fear that nothing will ever change, that you are trapped" - Albert Camus, The Fall

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"The true horror of existence is not the fear of death, but the fear of life. It is the fear of waking up each day to face the same struggles, the same disappointments, the same pain. It is the fear that nothing will ever change, that you are trapped" - Albert Camus, The Fall

Chasing Cars | Snow Patrol youtu.be/GemKqzILV4w "I need your #grace To remind me To find my own If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world? Forget what we're told Before we get too old Show me a garden that's bursting into life" #MyWorld

Wow!!! I fell asleep ~2am. A few hrs later I woke up with my stomach in knots and diarrhea. I woke up a few more times with diarrhea. I finally drank ginger ale and took anti-diarrheal. 😫🤮 I'll be buying beer on the way home tonight. I can't wait to drink it. 🍺 🍻 #MyWorld

Juan Sp @DisFluent

2 months ago

The Universe keeps throwing me lemons. The Universe doesn't like me...so I don't like the Universe. I'm done. Getting pancreatitis again could kill me...oh well...I don't care. #MyWorld #Objective vs #Subjective

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The Universe keeps throwing me lemons. The Universe doesn't like me...so I don't like the Universe. I'm done. Getting pancreatitis again could kill me...oh well...I don't care. #MyWorld #Objective vs #Subjective

Juan Sp @DisFluent

2 months ago

I'm done!!! I've abstained from alcohol as long as I can!! This Ciroc is my sister's...I'm drinking some. I just started drinking it and my stomach already feels weird. When I had pancreatitis a few yrs ago due to abusing alcohol the doc said one drink could cause it to return.

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I'm done!!! I've abstained from alcohol as long as I can!! This Ciroc is my sister's...I'm drinking some. I just started drinking it and my stomach already feels weird. When I had pancreatitis a few yrs ago due to abusing alcohol the doc said one drink could cause it to return.

Juan Sp @DisFluent

2 months ago

I had a urodynamics study done ~3 wks ago... it was painful. I had an appt next week to start medical treatment for my overactive bladder since medicine has not helped. They called to cancel the appt bcuz the doc is gonna be out unexpectedly until next month. WTF!! I'm pissed🤬

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I had a urodynamics study done ~3 wks ago... it was painful. I had an appt next week to start medical treatment for my overactive bladder since medicine has not helped. They called to cancel the appt bcuz the doc is gonna be out unexpectedly until next month. WTF!! I'm pissed🤬

Spirits | The Strumbellas youtu.be/F9kXstb9FF4?si… "I don't want a never ending life I just want to be alive while I'm here And I dont want a never ending life I just want to be #alive while I'm here I got guns in my head and they wont go #Spirits in my head and they wont go"